Posted by: OLLie on: August 31, 2008
I decided to give it up.
Why should I care when she doesnt care? Why should I put in so much, when she doesnt give a damn about her upcoming exams? Going missing, lying about this and that.
To think I trusted her.
I have decided that I’m not gonna care. I have my life to lead. I [...]
Posted by: OLLie on: July 22, 2008
After holing up in the darkened room in the library during a particular English lesson 8 years ago watching Simon Birch, there’s a quote that struck a chord so deep in me that I cant remember anything else but the quote.
I didnt catch the humour even though it’s supposed to be a comedy. I didnt [...]
Posted by: OLLie on: June 8, 2008
Reading someone’s blog (yeah, he called himself someone. So I guess I have to refer to him as someone.) about having second thoughts of entering the uni, and talking to another friend (hello there!) about uni, I realized I didnt give entering the uni much of a thought.
Someone thinks that committing 4 years of his [...]
Posted by: OLLie on: May 31, 2008
Bumping into a few seniors who just recently graduated from my school a month ago, I felt depressed.
Depressed ’cause they have graduated, but cant find a job.
Their words? Better to pursue further studies. In this case, get a Ph.D.
After studying for 15 years (excluding kindergardent), plus another year next year, I would have spent 16 [...]
Posted by: OLLie on: May 29, 2008
Actually, I have abstained from blogging about the 2 major disasters that struck so closely together for a real long time, but I guess it’s time now.
For weeks, I didnt feel like reading the papers. Or rather, I dread flipping open the papers to see pages after pages of kids lying trapped under all the [...]
Posted by: OLLie on: May 9, 2008
Was unhappy for the past few days.
Without a goal in life (’cause of the hols, and taking the intersem is cutting off my options of getting a job), with so many changes happening around me, plus the feeling that I’m always the one that gotta give in to everything for the benefit of everyone..
.. I [...]
Posted by: OLLie on: April 24, 2008
I dreamt that I got married yesterday.
I was getting married to a guy whom I didnt love, but the guy loved me immensely. I could remember vividly how miserable I felt. I was searching for every single opportunity to run away, to escape. But my sister was pulling me back to wear my wedding gown.
Then [...]
Posted by: OLLie on: April 7, 2008
The days are zooming past so quickly that I’m freaking out.
I think I would say the above sentence at least twice a year, once every half a sem.
On one hand, I would be glad that the weekends are here ’cause it means more studying time (yeah, I’m a geek.), while on the other hand, it [...]
Posted by: OLLie on: April 3, 2008
I’m normally a rather upbeat person. Cheery, bubbly, enthusiastic, spontaneous, upbeat. You name all the characteristics of a bubbly chatty “I” personality (from DiSC personality test), and I’ll be all of it, and more.
Erm, but it doesnt really apply to this blog.
You see, as cheery and as bubbly I can be, there’s also a limit [...]
Posted by: OLLie on: March 31, 2008
I wish I wish..
I wish I open a shop that sells baking supplies, so that I can have endless supply of flour, butter, chocolate chips, cheese, eggs, cupcakes cups, sugar, icing sugar, castor sugar, and all types of flour and sugar.
Only a shop that sells baking supplies can satisfy my baking desires, and I wouldnt [...]